OOh God! Why life is so hard with me!

I fell so ashame ,i really fall in love with this guy but when i said to him i didn't want sex with him he was extremly furious and told me to get out.

Why the society is so frivolous? Boys just want to have sex with no reasons, it's incredible !!! Sex everywhere, everytime. I just want to have someone who loves me with no limite!!is it impossible???

i fell so lonely

LIBAKOU Joyce